spring break update

i haven't done anything for spring break. i'm just sleeping in and relaxing. i have been going to the gym to work out. i'm just trying to bulk up and work out, nothing too extreme. my goal is to weigh 165 by the end of the year. yep, that's what i plan on doing.

the pilot

i talked to this girl in one of my classes today. turns out she is a pilot that is going back to school to change careers because of family issues. i found it interesting that she was pilot. not only that, but it made me think about how there are so many different career opportunities. im still sorta unclear about what i want to do with my life. i would be fine with going into pharmacy but it just makes me wonder. i always thought it would be cool to become an actor. i always envied actors for the reason that at any moment they are capable of taking on a different personality and playing into a role.

better luck next time

so i got rejected. hopefully i have a chance with other schools. if not, you'll be seeing me around during the fall, outside of class that is.

dream update 2

ok. i'm giving up on this dream thing altogether. it's time to blog about something else. well, i did have good laugh in my martial arts class today. some boy thought i was a wrestler hahah i couldn't wrestle to save my life

dream update

nothing yet. i haven't been able to remember any. i'll try to make an effort into remembering. i believe there is a way to remember your dreams. i think you're suppose to wake up at certain intervals. it was a topic that was covered during my psych class. as you can see, i dozed off when the professor was covering it.

blogging

I really have nothing to blog about. I have been thinking about recording my dreams in this blog. I'll see how it goes. I wonder if I will be able to remember my dreams when I wake up.

I think Lent just started. Ash Wednesday was the other day. I didn't make it to church like I should have. I need to start going back to church. I've strayed away from my religion for a while now. I don't want to say that I stopped believing, but that is what is seems like I'm doing. I remember when I was back in catholicism class, there was a teacher that would always tell me to have faith which is believing without seeing. Her telling me to have faith has stuck with me until now. I guess because of her I still haven't given up on my religion entirely. Thinking about those days, brings back memories of the loneliest times of my life. ehh blah blah blah

hey laijla, if you are reading this, what are other people's entries about?

mardi gras

i think Mardi gras is coming up pretty soon or it probably started already. i dont really know. i would like to go the one in new orleans. i wish i had the money to do things. i never traveled alot before. i have only been to a few places. traveling is one of the things i plan on doing later in my life. Vietnam is the first place on my list to go to. hopefully, i will be able to go sometime before my grandparents die.